It's too late to apologize

To all my friends out there,

I want to apologize for working 15 hours a week at a job I really enjoy, doing what I love.
I want to apologize for being an RA in Gettys. All that talk about how much I hate it is really sarcasm (and this is the real me), I absolutely love it, and wouldn't want anything else. Oh, and I don't really need the money to pay for school. I could use a few extra thousand dollars a semester in student loans.
I want to apologize for taking anywhere from 13-16 hours. Silly me for wanting to graduate on time.
I want to apologize for being in SGA. I really shouldn't want to do something about the school I go to, let alone even care about the place.
I want to apologize for making friends with freshman. I know we live busy, scattered lives and that there is a brand new class at UMHB, but I really shouldn't take an interest and liking to any of them, or what's worse, sit with them at meal times because you're not around when I feel like eating.
I want to apologize for being attracted to specific girls. I should like boys. I live in a guy's dorm, afterall.
I want to apologize for only sleeping 40 hours a week. I shouldn't spend that much time in my bed, which is in my room, which is in Gettys. I shouldn't even be tired. I should spend that time out with you.
I want to apologize for having three of (whom I always thought to be) my closer friends drop me and decide to quit being my friend completely last semester. I was totally at fault for my best friend breaking up with their little heroine, and I was even more wrong by letting the three of them move into an apartment together away from the dorms, where I happen to live.
I want to apologize for not having much to give to you. I really just shouldn't run out of anything.
I want to apologize for running out of joy, patience, happiness, smiles, energy, or enthusiasm. Even though I put in about a 45-50 hour work week between RAing, SGAing, working at the church, going to church, going to class, studying for class, and personal hygene, I should still have plenty of everything left over at the end of every day and every week just for you. Heaven forbid I go empty.

If my behavior because of these factors has seriously offended you this semester, I apologize. However, I would like to add before you start pointing fingers at me, let me see you try a day -- not even a week, one day -- in my shoes. Then you can be disappointed in me.